Smitty’s Journey

Smitty, a leprechaun by trade, was tired of always being the butt of jokes. You see, Smitty happened to be an outlier amongst the leprechauns. Most of them by their 70th birthday have secured their pot of gold. Unfortunately, for Smitty he has yet to find the end of his rainbow for his gold. At first, he was very determined to secure his rank amongst his clan. But, as the years went on, Smitty grew more and more weary of searching, and then eventually so embarrassed he finally decided to give up all together. Leprechauns, known mostly for their love of pranks and societal emphasis on money, have made it commonplace to use Smitty as the subject of all their practical jokes. Finally, on the eve of his 120th birthday, Smitty has gone to the council to ask permission to venture out of their mystical land to find his rainbow and retrieve his pot of gold. Of course, this is in hopes of becoming a respected member of his clan and no longer be laughed at.

Now with the permission of the elders, Smitty has set out on his first journey outside of his homeland in decades. His first foray into the world has him entering the magical forest of Maith Agus Olc. For a while, Smitty has enjoyed his time in the forest. He has seen many creatures for the first time since he was a little boy. The sound of the wind, the smell of the plantation, the sight of Unicorns has given him a sense of admiration and reassured him of his decision to follow his dreams of reaching his pot of gold. But, as life goes, it was far too soon to celebrate. As he crossed over the bridge of Idir, things suddenly took a turn for the worse. Gone were the senses of happiness and calmness and a shutter of fear crawled up his spine. The sight of beautiful creatures and flowers have suddenly turned to the dark and dreary view of what the goblins call home. As Smitty continues to make his way through the forest hoping to go unnoticed, a skeleton witch appeared out of no where. “My, my, where do you think you’re off to little leprechaun?”

Smitty, smitten with fear could barely speak. He has never encountered a witch before. He finally is able to muster up the courage to speak. He asks the witch to let him pass for this is his last chance at finding his gold and returning home with his dignity. “Now, now, I cannot let you pass through so easily. But, if you are able to defeat Peyton, a centaur, in a boxing match I will let you out of the forest.” Smitty realizing he has no choice reluctantly agrees to these terms. As he approaches Peyton he is suddenly overcome with fear. Unable to think of a clever way out of this he turns to the one thing that has worked in the past. He plays dead. Luckily, Peyton isn’t very bright and known for being easily gullible, he thinks he has actually scared Smitty to death. He turns and starts to walk away. That’s when Smitty uses his ability to teleport into the air. He starts to come crashing down towards Peyton which will surely knock him out. But, just like how the witch came out of no where, Leroy, a dwarf, suddenly interferes. Leroy using his magical umbrella of cooties was able to protect Peyton and send Smitty flying hundreds of feet away.

Startled by this new predicament and knowing he has no way out of this, Smitty starts to quickly think of a way to get the dwarf on his side. He remembers that the one thing dwarves love more than themselves is money and offers him 20 % of his gold when he finds it. Leroy jumps at the idea of getting so much gold for nothing and decides to let him pass. As Smitty finally starts to make his way out of the forest he hears Keith, the witch, yell. He had not defeated Peyton, and is not allowed to exit the forest. He starts to make a dash for the faint light he sees at the end of the forest. Just when Keith was about to get his hands on him, Smitty made a last ditch dive to get out of the forest. He did it! He was able to successfully make it through the forest. As he gathers himself, and wipes the dirt of his clothes he notices something above him. A trap that had caught a bunny in the shape of a human. “Please, help me. I’ve been stuck in here for days.”

Feelings

I try to hide the truth

but no amount of lies

can hide the way I feel about you.

the butterflies in my stomach

when I look into your eyes

the goosebumps on my arms

every time I see you smile

the racing of my heart beat

every time we kiss

the unreal feeling I get

whenever I’m with you

the pain of knowing

you and me won’t be

but I won’t ever leave

cause of what you mean to me

My friend.

 

 

 

Wish it was me

I’m sittin up at night

daydreamin of what it’d be like

to have your love

sharin my heart with yours

stayin up late, listenin to your voice

holding you in my arms

gettin goosebumps every time we kiss

but he’s the one

makin you smile

holdin his hand

as I’m hurtin

and hidin my feelings

wishin it was me

Always there when you need

listening to your hopes

standin by your side

as you chase your dreams

encouraging you through hard times

believin in you when you’re doubting

but he’s the one

Makin you smile

holdin his hand

as I’m hurtin

and hiding my feelings

wishing it was me

And I see you with him

a painful reminder of my reality

that he’s the one making you happy

as I’m standing in the background

lettin you be, hoping one day you’ll see

that I wish it was me

but he’s the one

Makin you smile

holdin his hand

as I’m hurtin

and hiding my feelings

wishing it was me

but he’s the one

Makin you smile

holdin his hand

as I’m hurtin

and hiding my feelings

wishing it was me

Beautiful girl

Beautiful girl,

why are you so sad?

beautiful girl,

Why are you crying?

youve been hurt

Trust betrayed

lied to and let down.

Giving your heart

to all the wrong guys

trusted them

to take care of it.

They had other ideas,

looking for one thing,

The intention to deceive

and leave when they get it.

Beautiful girl,

i see you hurting

scared to trust

hesitant to let others in.

Im sorry,

you deserve better.

find someone to encourage you

build you up, and care for you.

beautiful girl,

Don’t let them take what is yours,

what makes you special, unique, beautiful.

trust in yourself, love selflessly,

smile without pain

believe in the hope.

Beautiful heart

beautiful soul

beautiful mind

beautiful eyes

beautiful smile

You’re beautiful

flaws, faults, and doubts

makes you who you are.

beautiful girl.

Sleepless

Long sleepless nights

the heartache is too much

thinking about the love

i wish we could have.

whiskey out the bottle

cant hide the pain.

lying still, restless thoughts

knowing you’re happy

with somebody else.

still wishing you the best

But hoping to find

the happiness with you

that always seems

to evade my grasp.

everyday, a smile appears

everytime I see your text

just glad to have you in my life

knowing how amazing you are

hoping one day

you see what I see in you

and for one day

for us to be

what I hope for us to be.

No voice

Lonely in the dark

i can hear the faint sound

of tears hitting the ground.

im in the distance

but feel like I’m right there.

so young but so sad

they wish to be left alone

but that’s just the fear

of getting close.

their cries are loud

their pain is real.

they pretend they’re happy

dont want to draw attention

everyone walks by

not blinking an eye

continuing to ignore

the silent despair of

those who weep alone.

living in their world

without imperfections and flaws.

the voices are many

the voices are loud

but none of the voices

are for the ones

that have no voice.

 

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It happens in an instance.

a specific time, the first occurrence.

it can take a while

it can be instantaneous.

thats the best part of it,

the uncertainty, the mystery

but you’ll know right away

when everything changes.

that moment you realize

its just not the same.

it can break you

or make you whole.

dependent on another

scary in thought

perfect in theory

everyone wants it

they strive to find it

and if you’re lucky enough to get it

youll never regret it.

its what we all want

to fall in love.

 

Never Forget

Unfortunately, we have forgotten. What was once a call for Unity, not just in the United States but in the World, has now become a meaningless phrase. Every year we repeat “Never Forget” but that’s just a reminder of what happened. It’s no longer a rallying call. It’s no longer a sumbol for Unification, for strength, for fighting for what we stand for. We were supposed to “Never Forget” that regardless of what happens, no matter what obstacles are in front of us, that we would stand together, stay strong, and continue to be leaders, be the best in the World. This country stands for HOPE, OPPORTUNITY, FREEDOM. Leaders in humanity, innovation, diversity, agriculture, economy, accepting of all religions, peoples, lifestyles, races. Care not just about ourselves but others. But that’t not who we are anymore.

We lost sight of who we are, we got scared. We got divided. We became what we are fighting against. We want to shut the world out. Instead of helping we want to make them pay. Instead of accepting we want them to conform or keep them out.  How did this happen? When did this happen? Why did we change? This is US losing. Our enemies win when they change who we are. We are no longer the country that stands for those Stripes and Stars. We no longer stand above the rest of the World. But, we can change that. We still have the core values we were raised on. What we learned growing up and what became so clear on 9/11. Who we are, not each individual person, but united as one.

We just need to remember what it really means to “Never Forget”

Unity, Freedom, Strength, Courage, Accepting, Love, Peace, Opportunity.

We are all great, we’ve never been anything less. It’s time to take back what is ours. Take back what we stood for and will stand for.

This is our Country.

Never Forget.

 

Eyes Like Windows

I can see through her eyes like windows.

The picture is clear but it’s not sunny.

I see her standing in the rain.

Nothing is moving but it’s full of chaos.

Something’s not right but the windows not lying.

She drops to the ground and everything falls.

I can see her hurting, screaming for help.

She looks up to the sky; She’s crying.

Nobody’s there to help her; Somebody help her!

The picture thunders, it gets darker.

Her world is bleak, it’s falling apart.

She tries to stand but is too weak.

Looks to the sky, she’s asking why?

A shadow comes into the picture,

shields her from the world.

Her world starts to gleam.

She stands on her own, no more crying.

She turns around and smiles with eyes like windows.

 

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There’s something about her,
I just can’t keep out of my mind.
More than a beautiful face,
Speaks right to my heart.
I can see it when she smiles,
I can see it in her eyes.
The something I fell in love with,
The beauty in her soul.